For nearly 7 months I dreaded tomorrow. Now I can't wait for it to come.
On January 31st I found out that Michael and I were expecting for the 4th time. It had been over 2 years since my last pregnancy/miscarriage and I was ready to do it again. We thought that this time would finally be it for us and we'd be able to have another baby. On March 7th I had an ultrasound that showed me a healthy baby with a strong heartbeat. On March 8th I had an ultrasound that showed a baby with no heartbeat. It was devastating. I was due October 13th.
Fast forward until now. We're no longer trying to conceive on our own for the first time in our marriage. We know that adopting is what our family is supposed to do. We're excited to welcome a baby into our home - hopefully soon. We have just one step left until we're approved and officially waiting - our home study visit. Just by chance it was scheduled for tomorrow, October 13th. It's like a new beginning!!